[ this isn't something that can be wiped away with just a few words, and hank knows it. it's only human and normal, but it doesn't make hank want to break connor's ex's face in any less. to think that someone would try to reinforce that shit to maybe keep him under his thumb is deplorable, but the person to focus on now is connor.
connor, who had been hurt and let down by the men in his life, who had opened up to let him in anyway, who loves him even though hank doesn't still get just why. he's here with him and that should matter.
and so he turns his full attention right back to him, intent and focused. ]
You don't think it's perfect now?
[ he asks with a crooked, small smile because god help him he's so weak for this twink of a teacher. ]
Because I do.
[ he's rubbing his beard against his fingers, grasping connor's cock in his hand with a low moan before lining both of them up together and grinding. ]
I think you're the best damn thing that's ever happened to me. Well, aside from Cole. You're tied for first place.
( connor nods again, but this time it's because he's too weak to do anything else. he nods and moans, lips pressed together tightly to try and stay quiet as he rocks his hips up against hank's. his eyes flutter shut and he grips at the hair before moving back to his shoulders to dig his fingers in harder there. they'll be able to take more than hank's beard, he thinks. )
You're perfect. ( he says, and that part is easy, those words come without difficulty because he believes them wholeheartedly. ) And you're kind, attentive. Thoughtful. Very, very attractive. And the best thing that's happened to me, as well.
( he wants to be present for this. he doesn't want old, dusty poisonous words to pull him away from everything that is happening right now. hank is wonderful at that, at keeping connor occupied so his brain can't take over, and it's mostly working right now. he still feels– choked, for lack of a better word, but when their cocks grind together and he looks at hank's face, slightly slack and very clearly enjoying himself, he can't help but think i'm doing that – in equal parts pride and a vicious little 'fuck you' to the ex that told him he couldn't do exactly that. )
[ hank says quietly. he might have a bad temper and a penchant for swearing and bad decisions, but in this moment he doesn't want to fuck anything up. he's patient, gentle, because connor is wounded in ways hank is yet discovering, and he will never turn him away. so he kisses his mouth softly, gently, trailing heated little kisses down his throat, over his collarbone.
he's enjoying this and it's obvious, and he shifts to meet his gaze, his eyes lidded from pleasure as he rolls his hips and rubs up properly against him, shivering at how good it feels. ]
And God, you feel so fucking good like this, already so hard for me so quickly.
[ he takes a breath, humming. ] Wrap your legs around me, babe.
( by the time connor is receiving the kisses along his collar bone – clavicle, he would gently correct a student – he;s really struggling to keep watching hank's reactions. so he gives up, he won't force it, he just closes his eyes and writhes under hank. it's loose and fluid, his movements, and there's no hesitation when connor parts his legs wide.
there's plenty of space for hank to fit against his body, and when his legs wind around, connor crosses his ankles behind hank's back. like this he can very easily anchor his hips up, grinding slowly into hank's hips and sighing long and slow in contentment. he's getting out of his head, it's working. god knows how, but it seems to be working.
connor doubts that this will be the last time hank mentions this, but for now he's happy to press his heels into hank's lower back insistently, because he is hard, and he has been sporting some level of boner for nearly an hour now. a harsh exhale could probably get him hard right now. )
You're so good at this, ( connor says, and he means everything – sex, sure, but also managing connor, managing his weird damage and issues, managing connor, he's good at everything. it's got to be why connor loves him. just one reason in the saga of all the things connor loves about hank. ) Hank, please do something. I want to come.
( he wants hank to fuck him very badly, but he's not sure hank will agree to that so soon after his spiral down memory lane. )
[ giving up and just enjoying what hank gives him is the name of the game here, and hank is pleased that connor's capitulating to him so sweetly. he's rocking into him more steadily, reaching between their bodies and closing a hand around both their dicks, creating more delicious friction.
he groans, low and soft and yearning, and he's licking into his mouth gently, tenderly. he's grinding back against him, squeezing a little tighter and chuckling against his mouth when he begs so openly, more vulnerable than he's ever seen him. but he knows he has to take this carefully, he has to make sure he's entirely all right, and he's nuzzling against him when he breaks the kiss.
more than their dicks, hank cares about his well-being, the state of mind he's in. ]
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connor, who had been hurt and let down by the men in his life, who had opened up to let him in anyway, who loves him even though hank doesn't still get just why. he's here with him and that should matter.
and so he turns his full attention right back to him, intent and focused. ]
You don't think it's perfect now?
[ he asks with a crooked, small smile because god help him he's so weak for this twink of a teacher. ]
Because I do.
[ he's rubbing his beard against his fingers, grasping connor's cock in his hand with a low moan before lining both of them up together and grinding. ]
I think you're the best damn thing that's ever happened to me. Well, aside from Cole. You're tied for first place.
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You're perfect. ( he says, and that part is easy, those words come without difficulty because he believes them wholeheartedly. ) And you're kind, attentive. Thoughtful. Very, very attractive. And the best thing that's happened to me, as well.
( he wants to be present for this. he doesn't want old, dusty poisonous words to pull him away from everything that is happening right now. hank is wonderful at that, at keeping connor occupied so his brain can't take over, and it's mostly working right now. he still feels– choked, for lack of a better word, but when their cocks grind together and he looks at hank's face, slightly slack and very clearly enjoying himself, he can't help but think i'm doing that – in equal parts pride and a vicious little 'fuck you' to the ex that told him he couldn't do exactly that. )
I want to be here. I'm trying, I swear.
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[ hank says quietly. he might have a bad temper and a penchant for swearing and bad decisions, but in this moment he doesn't want to fuck anything up. he's patient, gentle, because connor is wounded in ways hank is yet discovering, and he will never turn him away. so he kisses his mouth softly, gently, trailing heated little kisses down his throat, over his collarbone.
he's enjoying this and it's obvious, and he shifts to meet his gaze, his eyes lidded from pleasure as he rolls his hips and rubs up properly against him, shivering at how good it feels. ]
And God, you feel so fucking good like this, already so hard for me so quickly.
[ he takes a breath, humming. ] Wrap your legs around me, babe.
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there's plenty of space for hank to fit against his body, and when his legs wind around, connor crosses his ankles behind hank's back. like this he can very easily anchor his hips up, grinding slowly into hank's hips and sighing long and slow in contentment. he's getting out of his head, it's working. god knows how, but it seems to be working.
connor doubts that this will be the last time hank mentions this, but for now he's happy to press his heels into hank's lower back insistently, because he is hard, and he has been sporting some level of boner for nearly an hour now. a harsh exhale could probably get him hard right now. )
You're so good at this, ( connor says, and he means everything – sex, sure, but also managing connor, managing his weird damage and issues, managing connor, he's good at everything. it's got to be why connor loves him. just one reason in the saga of all the things connor loves about hank. ) Hank, please do something. I want to come.
( he wants hank to fuck him very badly, but he's not sure hank will agree to that so soon after his spiral down memory lane. )
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he groans, low and soft and yearning, and he's licking into his mouth gently, tenderly. he's grinding back against him, squeezing a little tighter and chuckling against his mouth when he begs so openly, more vulnerable than he's ever seen him. but he knows he has to take this carefully, he has to make sure he's entirely all right, and he's nuzzling against him when he breaks the kiss.
more than their dicks, hank cares about his well-being, the state of mind he's in. ]
You want me to fuck you...?