[ everything starts with hank's fingers in connor's mouth. it had been something resembling normal at first -- they'd been chugging along in that complicated gray area of will-they-won't-they and that's an area hank had found himself comfortable in for so many, many reasons, not least of which is his many fucking flaws.
he'd been steadily determined to kill himself one bite at a time (although these days, there's less determination in it), and the feeling of connor's soft, warm lips wrapped around his mouth, that look, oh, fuck, that look on his face after just sent everything left in his body right to his dick.
damn straight hank had beat a hasty retreat after that, cursing under his breath as he'd locked himself in the bathroom and rubbed one out, feeling like a dirty fucking old man for masturbating to the incredible sight of that beautiful, young, flawless face looking like he'd just discovered something incredible for the first time.
but then nothing happens after; hank pretends that he hadn't just popped a boner and came all over his hand like a horny teenager in the bathroom, biting back connor's name and a steady stream of bathroom invectives. he drinks less the next couple of weeks, a steady decline he doesn't bother acknowledging, his thoughts crowded with the vivid imagery of that mouth, and what it would feel like wrapped around his cock.
turns out, he rubs one out again in one of the dirty stalls in a bar and decides that the eventual decrease of alcohol is great for his dick and the libido he'd long feared dead. no, it evidently just needed connor to jumpstart it again, great.
he comes home one night, having bought a bottle for himself out of habit and yet he remains stone cold sober (lately, this particular state isn't as insufferable as it used to be), and he stiffens just a little when the android comes over and makes his move and gods, of course he should know this is coming. connor is too driven, too curious to let chips lie where they may, and he feels the heat of that mouth, those words, and wonders if anyone ever thought of whether they've made these ones too life-like.
whatever, it doesn't bother him all that much anymore. what bothers him now, however, is how connor's touch sets every instinct alight, anticipation and a profound sense of semi-exasperation in the pit of his stomach. god, he wants to fuck him. ]
Somthin' else you wanna taste, then?
he'd been steadily determined to kill himself one bite at a time (although these days, there's less determination in it), and the feeling of connor's soft, warm lips wrapped around his mouth, that look, oh, fuck, that look on his face after just sent everything left in his body right to his dick.
damn straight hank had beat a hasty retreat after that, cursing under his breath as he'd locked himself in the bathroom and rubbed one out, feeling like a dirty fucking old man for masturbating to the incredible sight of that beautiful, young, flawless face looking like he'd just discovered something incredible for the first time.
but then nothing happens after; hank pretends that he hadn't just popped a boner and came all over his hand like a horny teenager in the bathroom, biting back connor's name and a steady stream of bathroom invectives. he drinks less the next couple of weeks, a steady decline he doesn't bother acknowledging, his thoughts crowded with the vivid imagery of that mouth, and what it would feel like wrapped around his cock.
turns out, he rubs one out again in one of the dirty stalls in a bar and decides that the eventual decrease of alcohol is great for his dick and the libido he'd long feared dead. no, it evidently just needed connor to jumpstart it again, great.
he comes home one night, having bought a bottle for himself out of habit and yet he remains stone cold sober (lately, this particular state isn't as insufferable as it used to be), and he stiffens just a little when the android comes over and makes his move and gods, of course he should know this is coming. connor is too driven, too curious to let chips lie where they may, and he feels the heat of that mouth, those words, and wonders if anyone ever thought of whether they've made these ones too life-like.
whatever, it doesn't bother him all that much anymore. what bothers him now, however, is how connor's touch sets every instinct alight, anticipation and a profound sense of semi-exasperation in the pit of his stomach. god, he wants to fuck him. ]
Somthin' else you wanna taste, then?
[ this is a bad idea. everything about this is a shitty, fucking, don't-even-go-there bad idea, but hank is nothing if not a cynical, bitter collection of bad ideas gone halfway to seed and struggling to find its way back again, probably, and so he doesn't extricate himself from connor.
he senses it, the purity in connor's explorations, the curiosity alight in every movement, the fact that he's actually horny, those warm, soft lips against his neck. it sets his pulse racing the way it hadn't in far too many years, and hank remembers the porn he'd watched from time to time. he remembers something like this, and wonders if connor's watched it too, imagining himself in a scenario like this.
pressing back against him, he turns his head just a little to catch those lips, his dick stirring shamefully in his trousers. ]
Do you even have...
[ you know, the working bits, the sex bits, because connor sure as hell as a libido and fuck those guys at cyberlife (except maybe not really because everything about this is weird and freaky in all the best, dick-stirring ways). also, apparently, they're way overdue for the sex talk. ]
he senses it, the purity in connor's explorations, the curiosity alight in every movement, the fact that he's actually horny, those warm, soft lips against his neck. it sets his pulse racing the way it hadn't in far too many years, and hank remembers the porn he'd watched from time to time. he remembers something like this, and wonders if connor's watched it too, imagining himself in a scenario like this.
pressing back against him, he turns his head just a little to catch those lips, his dick stirring shamefully in his trousers. ]
Do you even have...
[ you know, the working bits, the sex bits, because connor sure as hell as a libido and fuck those guys at cyberlife (except maybe not really because everything about this is weird and freaky in all the best, dick-stirring ways). also, apparently, they're way overdue for the sex talk. ]
Edited 2018-10-06 04:03 (UTC)
[ to be fair, hank didn't actually send him away just so he could have time to himself. at least, that wasn't the sole purpose. there was some shit he had to get done, some alone time to himself, things to ream people out about (he has a list).
but then he'd finished it quicker than he'd thought, and pizza and beer had been the choice of the day, followed by idle fondling on the couch as he watched some show or another. all in all, not a very exciting day, but he'd retired earlier than he'd thought. connor's late, he thinks, but at least he'd been socialising more and that's a good thing, except for when hank is feeling horny and his oft feisty android lover isn't in the picture.
so porn it is, one of those hardcore filthy ones with an older, beefy man and his twink, and hank's halfway through rubbing one out, thick fingers fisting his dick, full and flushed dark, while the moans of that pretty little twink that so reminds him of connor is railed mercilessly into the edge of the jacuzzi, legs spread wide and his hole already dripping with cum.
hank only jumps when he hears connor's voice, but he doesn't stop, looking back at him with hooded eyes and fuck he's so horny he's going to snap something. ]
You're late.
[ fuck, he should stop, he should, but being discovered like this, bare-ass naked in his chair with two people going at it like horny dogs onscreen, and he swivels around in it, showing connor just about everything.
yeah, what're you gonna do about it? ]
but then he'd finished it quicker than he'd thought, and pizza and beer had been the choice of the day, followed by idle fondling on the couch as he watched some show or another. all in all, not a very exciting day, but he'd retired earlier than he'd thought. connor's late, he thinks, but at least he'd been socialising more and that's a good thing, except for when hank is feeling horny and his oft feisty android lover isn't in the picture.
so porn it is, one of those hardcore filthy ones with an older, beefy man and his twink, and hank's halfway through rubbing one out, thick fingers fisting his dick, full and flushed dark, while the moans of that pretty little twink that so reminds him of connor is railed mercilessly into the edge of the jacuzzi, legs spread wide and his hole already dripping with cum.
hank only jumps when he hears connor's voice, but he doesn't stop, looking back at him with hooded eyes and fuck he's so horny he's going to snap something. ]
You're late.
[ fuck, he should stop, he should, but being discovered like this, bare-ass naked in his chair with two people going at it like horny dogs onscreen, and he swivels around in it, showing connor just about everything.
yeah, what're you gonna do about it? ]
[ fully equipped. god.
hank can feel it even if connor doesn't say a thing, the interesting press of his hips against his, the unfamiliar press of that bulge -- and not for the first time he wonders at just how lifelike androids are, how they so effortlessly simulate humanity and yet...
yet. he can feel that hand sliding up his skin, the heat in every movement, the intent written in every touch. hank shifts now, responding; he'd be lying if he said that he doesn't want this, if he hasn't thought of it. connor has been pretty much the star of just about every wet dream he's had now, his face replacing some nameless pretty boy from time to time, and he shifts to make it easier for him, turning around to grasp connor's chin.
he's tilting his face up now, leaning down to kiss him. this is unlike the kisses they've previously shared; this is definitely unchaste, hungry, a result of holding himself back for too long for a myriad reasons. ]
Yeah, yeah. Then you won't call me in the morning.
[ he tells him dryly in between kisses -- there's no putting this off now, is there? still, he tries. ] ...are you sure about this?
hank can feel it even if connor doesn't say a thing, the interesting press of his hips against his, the unfamiliar press of that bulge -- and not for the first time he wonders at just how lifelike androids are, how they so effortlessly simulate humanity and yet...
yet. he can feel that hand sliding up his skin, the heat in every movement, the intent written in every touch. hank shifts now, responding; he'd be lying if he said that he doesn't want this, if he hasn't thought of it. connor has been pretty much the star of just about every wet dream he's had now, his face replacing some nameless pretty boy from time to time, and he shifts to make it easier for him, turning around to grasp connor's chin.
he's tilting his face up now, leaning down to kiss him. this is unlike the kisses they've previously shared; this is definitely unchaste, hungry, a result of holding himself back for too long for a myriad reasons. ]
Yeah, yeah. Then you won't call me in the morning.
[ he tells him dryly in between kisses -- there's no putting this off now, is there? still, he tries. ] ...are you sure about this?
I think you don't know what you're getting yourself into.
[ hank says gruffly, looking at him dead in the eye. there are so many better options out there and they both know it, and yet here connor is, shacking up with him, wanting sex as if there isn't some error in his system somewhere and how hank wants him anyway, mutual desire scorching his veins and he's the most sober he's ever been.
he regrets it, the sobriety, but can't bring himself to feel too deeply about that. he's kissing him right back, fierce and searching, a hand coming to cup the back of his head to hold him in place, as if connor can't merely break him over his knee in an instant.
he's licking into his mouth, greedy, filthy, his own desire rousing from embers as he lets go of him for only a few moments, carelessly tugging his shirt up and off, tossing it carelessly aside. ]
Now you. [ he says before he can take it back. fuck this, he's just going to lean into it, see where it goes -- connor's touch is too warm, too purposeful and too intoxicating, and hank has missed sex. this, too, is just about all connor's fault. ] Everything off.
[ hank says gruffly, looking at him dead in the eye. there are so many better options out there and they both know it, and yet here connor is, shacking up with him, wanting sex as if there isn't some error in his system somewhere and how hank wants him anyway, mutual desire scorching his veins and he's the most sober he's ever been.
he regrets it, the sobriety, but can't bring himself to feel too deeply about that. he's kissing him right back, fierce and searching, a hand coming to cup the back of his head to hold him in place, as if connor can't merely break him over his knee in an instant.
he's licking into his mouth, greedy, filthy, his own desire rousing from embers as he lets go of him for only a few moments, carelessly tugging his shirt up and off, tossing it carelessly aside. ]
Now you. [ he says before he can take it back. fuck this, he's just going to lean into it, see where it goes -- connor's touch is too warm, too purposeful and too intoxicating, and hank has missed sex. this, too, is just about all connor's fault. ] Everything off.
[ it's a wonder hank hasn't come yet, in the three minutes that connor is evidently running through his UI (hank can practically see the system whirring away), and he can't help a flicker of amusement when he hears that soft little sound, the faintest smirk tugging at his mouth in the face of connor's entirely too human annoyance.
but here they are now, an android and his human, middle-aged lover, with the latter's dick in his own hand and pre-cum leaking, the background noise of two men going at it with all the raw, primal desire of the moment. fucking, hank thinks absently as connor clearly makes his decision, turns people into animals. what then, do androids turn into?
hank doesn't take his eyes off the beautiful younger man, the smugness at his effect on him replaced by familiar fascination, reading every minuscule expression that connor can't quite keep off his face.
he's lazily stroking, and when connor gets between his knees to watch his hand, hank almost comes right then and there. it's the strangest thing to have someone watch you that closely, palming your cock right in front of them, but hank knows better -- he knows connor's watching, learning, and so he cups his balls before him, full and heavy with unspent seed, coarse curls doing nothing to mask just how big he is, and his gaze darkens. ]
What are you thinking about?
[ he has to ask, he has to know, because all hank wants to do is shove his cock into that sinfully glorious mouth and watch him suck him off like he was crafted specially for it. ]
but here they are now, an android and his human, middle-aged lover, with the latter's dick in his own hand and pre-cum leaking, the background noise of two men going at it with all the raw, primal desire of the moment. fucking, hank thinks absently as connor clearly makes his decision, turns people into animals. what then, do androids turn into?
hank doesn't take his eyes off the beautiful younger man, the smugness at his effect on him replaced by familiar fascination, reading every minuscule expression that connor can't quite keep off his face.
he's lazily stroking, and when connor gets between his knees to watch his hand, hank almost comes right then and there. it's the strangest thing to have someone watch you that closely, palming your cock right in front of them, but hank knows better -- he knows connor's watching, learning, and so he cups his balls before him, full and heavy with unspent seed, coarse curls doing nothing to mask just how big he is, and his gaze darkens. ]
What are you thinking about?
[ he has to ask, he has to know, because all hank wants to do is shove his cock into that sinfully glorious mouth and watch him suck him off like he was crafted specially for it. ]
[ and there it is, the reaction -- a soft huff of annoyance and exasperation, not nearly enough to cancel out the lust. connor can be endearing and insufferable in equal turns, but hank is getting used to it. prefers it, even. it's at least different from before, and his gaze darkens when he finds connor kissed breathless; even if it's a simulation, in moments like these hank almost believes his human.
that damn sass is more than halfway believable, anyway.
but he's watching. he's watching when connor neatly divests himself of his clothing, proper and neat and just once, he thinks, he wants to knock all that prim programming out of him, send him into a tizzy, overwhelm him with emotion, sensation, and when his gaze meets his next hank is hungry. he can see it, the lifelike ripple of his skin, the muscles underneath, every movement exquisite and smooth and yet not so polished as they are to betray connor's nature.
no, connor's different despite the pointed reminder, and he shakes his head. ]
No, keep those on.
[ he tells him simply, coming over to slide large, calloused hands down those lean hips, pushing those plain boxer briefs off only to free his cock, watching it spring free, practically. honestly, he doesn't know what he had been expecting, but it sure isn't this. it's very well...made, hairless, perfect, and gods his balls, too. he's staring, for a moment not quite knowing what to say, those briefs half-off, good and proper. ]
...Huh.
that damn sass is more than halfway believable, anyway.
but he's watching. he's watching when connor neatly divests himself of his clothing, proper and neat and just once, he thinks, he wants to knock all that prim programming out of him, send him into a tizzy, overwhelm him with emotion, sensation, and when his gaze meets his next hank is hungry. he can see it, the lifelike ripple of his skin, the muscles underneath, every movement exquisite and smooth and yet not so polished as they are to betray connor's nature.
no, connor's different despite the pointed reminder, and he shakes his head. ]
No, keep those on.
[ he tells him simply, coming over to slide large, calloused hands down those lean hips, pushing those plain boxer briefs off only to free his cock, watching it spring free, practically. honestly, he doesn't know what he had been expecting, but it sure isn't this. it's very well...made, hairless, perfect, and gods his balls, too. he's staring, for a moment not quite knowing what to say, those briefs half-off, good and proper. ]
...Huh.
[ perform fellatio, who says that? it definitely earns a grimace, but it's a far cry from putting hank off. even the whole licking thing, and hank tries very hard not to think about connor's constant, annoying habit of putting things in his mouth to sample it.
it's... well, at this point it's quite hot, seeing that soft, lovely flash of pink tongue, how it's so unspeakably wet and warm when it runs over his dripping cock, sampling him. it's perhaps not the most pleasant; after all, when you consider hank's deplorable diet, it's in one's best interests not to swallow.
then again, it's not like connor is just anyone. he is -- remarkable, special in every way that counts even if hank will never admit it. the attraction burns full and deep, but for the last many weeks or so he had forced himself to be content with his own hand and porn, because at least this way it means they don't have to talk about this, what they have together.
then again, connor's always had other ideas, hasn't he. ]
I want to suck your cock.
[ he corrects, low and gravelly, voice thick with arousal as he watches him, predatory, unrelenting. if they're going to do this, he thinks recklessly, they're going to do this right. ]
Say it again.
it's... well, at this point it's quite hot, seeing that soft, lovely flash of pink tongue, how it's so unspeakably wet and warm when it runs over his dripping cock, sampling him. it's perhaps not the most pleasant; after all, when you consider hank's deplorable diet, it's in one's best interests not to swallow.
then again, it's not like connor is just anyone. he is -- remarkable, special in every way that counts even if hank will never admit it. the attraction burns full and deep, but for the last many weeks or so he had forced himself to be content with his own hand and porn, because at least this way it means they don't have to talk about this, what they have together.
then again, connor's always had other ideas, hasn't he. ]
I want to suck your cock.
[ he corrects, low and gravelly, voice thick with arousal as he watches him, predatory, unrelenting. if they're going to do this, he thinks recklessly, they're going to do this right. ]
Say it again.
Ever seen anyone be eloquent during sex?
[ hank counters, his response without bite when he notices the note of amusement in his voice, realising the way connor sees to explore. he's reaching out to cup his cock in his hand, surprised at the shape and weight of it, how warm it is, how it almost feels like it's throbbing. at this moment, connor has never been more human, and he's about to say something to that effect when the android takes it upon himself to grope him, feeling him up.
gods, but he's already thickening in his pants, his dick practically tenting the loose material, and he groans, moving to push connor up against the wall, a hand beside his head. he's still stroking connor's dick, thumbing over the underside, pressing up against the vein. can connor feel this? does he like it? does he feel like he's going to snap at any moment, the way hank feels now, with that hand feeling him up?
there are so many, many things hank wants to do to him, each one more depraved than the last, but oh, it's his own long-dormant sense of self-control that keeps him behaving, keeps him from ramping it up too quickly. ]
Then take my pants off.
[ hank counters, his response without bite when he notices the note of amusement in his voice, realising the way connor sees to explore. he's reaching out to cup his cock in his hand, surprised at the shape and weight of it, how warm it is, how it almost feels like it's throbbing. at this moment, connor has never been more human, and he's about to say something to that effect when the android takes it upon himself to grope him, feeling him up.
gods, but he's already thickening in his pants, his dick practically tenting the loose material, and he groans, moving to push connor up against the wall, a hand beside his head. he's still stroking connor's dick, thumbing over the underside, pressing up against the vein. can connor feel this? does he like it? does he feel like he's going to snap at any moment, the way hank feels now, with that hand feeling him up?
there are so many, many things hank wants to do to him, each one more depraved than the last, but oh, it's his own long-dormant sense of self-control that keeps him behaving, keeps him from ramping it up too quickly. ]
Then take my pants off.
[ it really is something, seeing connor on his knees before him, telling him that he wants to suck his dick -- there is everything strange and new and wonderful about it, and hank, well, he's learning to pretty much go with the flow where things like these are concerned.
he cares about connor; hell, he cares one hell of a lot more than he lets on, and he accepts this. he likes this, wires and interfaces and all, and if that makes him a freak, then so be it, what else does he have to lose? human, android, in the end is one really better than the other? he reaches down, unable to tear his eyes away from that flawless face, that little lock of hair that always seems out of place, the smallest smattering of freckles, and hank finally shifts, something unlocking inside him, dark and primal and long buried.
gods, how long he's buried this, how long he's resisted his own base impulses, and now, this beautiful young thing is looking up at him with ageless eyes, begging for cock.
he grasps himself, and leans forward, rubbing the head of his cock against his lips, smearing pre-cum over them. ]
Open up.
[ he orders, rough and unrelenting -- and when connor opens up, hank will slide his thick, long, dripping cock into that mouth, his girth and length just about stretching him out. what is it going to be like, fucking connor's mouth, seeing every flicker of sensation and realisation flickering in those eyes? what's it going to be like when he teaches this virgin how to fuck? ]
he cares about connor; hell, he cares one hell of a lot more than he lets on, and he accepts this. he likes this, wires and interfaces and all, and if that makes him a freak, then so be it, what else does he have to lose? human, android, in the end is one really better than the other? he reaches down, unable to tear his eyes away from that flawless face, that little lock of hair that always seems out of place, the smallest smattering of freckles, and hank finally shifts, something unlocking inside him, dark and primal and long buried.
gods, how long he's buried this, how long he's resisted his own base impulses, and now, this beautiful young thing is looking up at him with ageless eyes, begging for cock.
he grasps himself, and leans forward, rubbing the head of his cock against his lips, smearing pre-cum over them. ]
Open up.
[ he orders, rough and unrelenting -- and when connor opens up, hank will slide his thick, long, dripping cock into that mouth, his girth and length just about stretching him out. what is it going to be like, fucking connor's mouth, seeing every flicker of sensation and realisation flickering in those eyes? what's it going to be like when he teaches this virgin how to fuck? ]
[ damn straight it's big. hank doesn't pay as much attention to it as he's doing to connor's, fascinated despite himself. it feels all too real, organic and reactive, and even more telling is how connor doesn't tell him to stop, the pleasure written all over that sinfully handsome face sending his heart racing in anticipation, falling all over itself in all manner of inappropriate thoughts.
then again, everything about this is inappropriate, which is when he switches to fondling his balls, heavy, perfectly-shaped, and god they really do make 'em so much like human that it's so easy to lose himself in connor's pleasure, hooked on every little reactive sound. he grunts when connor continues to feel him up, shoving down his pants to get at his dick properly and hank, oh, he fucking likes this, he loves how his dick feels in that hand, and he thrusts back against him, slick and insistent.
it takes a few moments before he gently bats him away, palming both their cocks and lining them up together, his mouth hungrily searching his out to kiss, and kiss, and kiss -- he's intoxicated by this, by how much connor wants, and when he breaks the kiss he jerks his hips against him, eyes dark with lust. ]
You got a...
[ yeah, his other hand is coming around back, feeling up that tight, tight ass and oh, fuck. they really fucking made a hole right back there, complete with tight, puckered little rim, and he's thumbing at it, breath caught in his throat. ] god, they made you good for fucking, didn't they?
then again, everything about this is inappropriate, which is when he switches to fondling his balls, heavy, perfectly-shaped, and god they really do make 'em so much like human that it's so easy to lose himself in connor's pleasure, hooked on every little reactive sound. he grunts when connor continues to feel him up, shoving down his pants to get at his dick properly and hank, oh, he fucking likes this, he loves how his dick feels in that hand, and he thrusts back against him, slick and insistent.
it takes a few moments before he gently bats him away, palming both their cocks and lining them up together, his mouth hungrily searching his out to kiss, and kiss, and kiss -- he's intoxicated by this, by how much connor wants, and when he breaks the kiss he jerks his hips against him, eyes dark with lust. ]
You got a...
[ yeah, his other hand is coming around back, feeling up that tight, tight ass and oh, fuck. they really fucking made a hole right back there, complete with tight, puckered little rim, and he's thumbing at it, breath caught in his throat. ] god, they made you good for fucking, didn't they?
[ he loves this. he loves everything that connor presents himself as, from when he touches him to digging his fingers in, hard enough for it to be pleasant, for hank to practically pant and want more, and he watches the plush give of those lips as his cock slides inside of his mouth and oh, fuck, fuck --
-- connor is dropping forward to take even more of him, nose pressing into the coarse hair of his pubes, deepthroating him and he's so turned on by this that he almost comes. a part of him wants to pull back, wants to ask about his fucking gag reflex when he realizes that that's only what humans have. connor -- well, connor's fucking not one, and he's ridiculously, sinfully good at this, his throat pulsing around his cock like a warm, slick cunt just eager to milk every drop of cum out of him. ]
God, fuck --
[ he curses, his hand coming to curl in connor's hair, gently tugging before he's slowly jerking his hips, eyes lidding. his android partner on his knees, so strikingly beautiful and eager for his cock, of all things, and hank can't bring himself to deny him any of it. and so he growls, low and soft, after a long minute or so: ]
Suck.
-- connor is dropping forward to take even more of him, nose pressing into the coarse hair of his pubes, deepthroating him and he's so turned on by this that he almost comes. a part of him wants to pull back, wants to ask about his fucking gag reflex when he realizes that that's only what humans have. connor -- well, connor's fucking not one, and he's ridiculously, sinfully good at this, his throat pulsing around his cock like a warm, slick cunt just eager to milk every drop of cum out of him. ]
God, fuck --
[ he curses, his hand coming to curl in connor's hair, gently tugging before he's slowly jerking his hips, eyes lidding. his android partner on his knees, so strikingly beautiful and eager for his cock, of all things, and hank can't bring himself to deny him any of it. and so he growls, low and soft, after a long minute or so: ]
Suck.
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