[ necrosis, okay. it's definitely a word that'll stop things in its tracks, because hank can feel the twinge effect of it now, just a little. but what takes him out of the lusty mood isn't the safeword, it's the implications behind everything that he's just said up until now. it's the fact that he suspects gavin has no clue what it is and doesn't care, which sets his teeth on edge.
connor, his reckless, passionate connor, who is as awkward as he is earnest and intense, who puts everything into caring for his patients, who is smart and brilliant and everything hank's ever wanted in a person, being treated like this by an asshole who doesn't know what he's got --
-- he takes a breath, cupping his face, the quest to fuck connor's mouth momentarily shelved. ]
You never had one with Reed, I'm assuming.
[ connor's right, hank wants to talk about this, at least for the moment. more than wanting to use him, hank feels for him; he's never stopped wanting the best for connor, no matter what it is. gavin is not that person. he's running his fingers through his hair, curling over the back of his head. ]
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connor, his reckless, passionate connor, who is as awkward as he is earnest and intense, who puts everything into caring for his patients, who is smart and brilliant and everything hank's ever wanted in a person, being treated like this by an asshole who doesn't know what he's got --
-- he takes a breath, cupping his face, the quest to fuck connor's mouth momentarily shelved. ]
You never had one with Reed, I'm assuming.
[ connor's right, hank wants to talk about this, at least for the moment. more than wanting to use him, hank feels for him; he's never stopped wanting the best for connor, no matter what it is. gavin is not that person. he's running his fingers through his hair, curling over the back of his head. ]